Therefore… this video rawks!!!

It’s been awhile everyone, I’ve had much on me head, but I haven’t the time to write it all down on notes or whatever, so I’ll just start to rant on like normal… feel free to drop off at anytime should the brain pains start to kick in, from lack of sense making on my part.

Here goes.

A lot of shit has gone down since my last visit here.  I seriously don’t remember what event occurred last time I did an update.  I remember Skelator singing YMCA in Chinese, but I could hardly call that an update. Anyhoo, I’ve been upgraded at work… but ever since then my work life balance has been out of whack. I mean, what I do now, I can hardly call work, I go out, hang out with cool people all day, fuck around and get paid for it… but at the end of the day, when Microsoft Pawn Vista Home Edition is supposed to  take over in place of the Professional Edition, but it can’t because work seems to ooze it’s way back into every facet of your thoughts, shit gets hard to deal with.

I get home, and all I can think about is whether my people are selling for me, whether I did what I needed to do when I was out in the field, and whether my people are trained up to speed. On top of that, it kinda seems like my boss is trying to catch our team in some sort of twisted game of slacking off. The job is awesome, but the lack of trust that the higher ups have makes you feel uneasy, and makes you question if you are doing what you need to be doing, and you aren’t slipping up…. and that shit can’t be good when you got a monkey like that on your back, now can it?

Well, enough about that… I’m trying to get away from work, and here it comes again.  You fucking whore you. You just can’t go away, can you???

Off to some randomness… that’s what you came here for right???

Question.

If you could take yourself, as you are now, and split it into two identical beings, with the same experiences up to that point, who will have no connection whatsoever, (so no super powered mind melding shit where you would know what the other was doing, feeling, etc.. and vice versa), would you rather…

Live life as the original you, living as normal, having the same shit, being with the same person, living life like nothing ever happened???

or would you rather take on  the existence as your double. New life, fresh start, leave all the bad shit with the original you, but then with no connection to anything you’ve accomplished up to this point whatsoever???

I guess there are underlying questions of whether you’re happy with your current life now, and whether you’d be able to just say fuck it, dip out and start fresh again… but let’s  see what you’d think.

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Usually, I couldn’t give a rat’s ass about Kobe Bryant and his shenanigans, but I had a ticket, and a damn good freaking ticket to last Wednesday’s Bucks Vs Lakers game, in anticipation of seeing Kobe, this years All Star Game MVP put some hurt on the home team Milwaukee Bucks. I was hyped up… but what happens??? Well, you know.

Anyhoo… here’s my ticket.

When I was younger, I used to play games so much that elements of the game started entering into my dreams and shit.  Like if I were playing Super Puzzle Fighter, or Bust A Move or something, I’d start dreaming of bubbles or puzzle pieces and shit in my sleep.  Or I’d just dream of shit that was in game, all freaking night.

Anyhoo, so I noticed that subconsciously, I’d be thinking of random video game strategies when I’m out and about driving around town.

Like a couple of weeks ago, when I was really into Rainbow Six Vegas, I was driving down a street coming up to this little church/preschool real late at night after work.  I was kinda half asleep but super alert cuz I was driving  and all.  I look up at the school, and all the lights were on… nothing weird.  All of a sudden, the janitor comes into view and it looks like he’s walking up the stairs to the next floor.

I fucking slow my car down and pull over, keeping my eye on the guy real intently.

Here’s the kicker…. I was pretty much setting myself up on the street to get a sniper rifle ready to fucking snipe this guy.

After a second, I’m like… WTF am I doing???  I laugh it off and head home feeling like a complete dumbass.

I’m glad no one was in the car.

I also catch myself looking for fucking green orbs every now and then too.

Fuck, I’m crazy.

God or demon? What am I?
It’s time for me to choose my path
The power of my god hand
No evil doer will get past
Hand or hand or fist to fist
Kick your nuts off twist your wrist
The god power keeps my pimp hand strong
So trust me all you won’t last very long
Dragon kick your ass into the milky way (milky way!)
Don’t act like you don’t like the ball buster (ball buster!)

My Arm, my arm, my arm, my arm, my arm, my arm
I’ll summon up the power of the God Hand!

Lost a limb in a fight
But don’t worry babe I’ll be cool
The ultimate power of a god
Is now my secret tool
My defenses are impregnible
My style is impetuous
If it’s too much I’ll grovel at your feet
I beg mercy when I feel the heat
Jaw dropping attacks from my roulette wheel (roulette wheel!)
Apocalyptic beat downs from the god hand (god hand!)

My Arm, my arm, my arm, my arm, my arm, my arm
I’ll summon up the power of the God Hand!

Everybody wants a piece
Who’s next? Don’t be a fool
Hyperactive fighting styles
So slick they will make you drool
The God Hand helps me work out my stress
It’s overpowering I must confess
The only person who it doesn’t work on
Is the girl who got me into this Olivia
Slicing through thugs with my shockwave (shockwave!)
More beheading than a guillotine, head slicer (head slicer!)

My Arm, my arm, my arm, my arm, my arm, my arm
I’ll summon up the power of the God Hand!

Awesomeness in song form… lmao!!!

Here’s a short video about how I feel.

Feelings are good.

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To test it out, I’ll try and post up some Japanese hotness in the form of Mass Missile’s Ima.

Good Stuff.

Update: Still no true internet access at the cribbo, so updates are far and few between. Started work at Verizon Wireless again… yep, same old, same old… if you need a phone, you know where to call.

Next month, I’ll register for classes. Nice thing about the job is that they pay 8 grand a year, plus book costs if I go back to school.

So I might as well take advantage of that shit.

To get me hyped up about going to school, I’ve started to self teach myself to speak Japanese, using a Japanese for Dummies book, an old English to Japanese phrasebook, a Japanese dictionary I found laying around the house, and an assload of Japanese cartoons and songs.

Hajime No Ippo is a great show to watch if you want to learn how to speak formally and politely.

Is it hard???

Ie, zenzen.

Anyhoo, I’ve been searching around for a house for quite some time now, and that’s been taking up a lot of my time. And with work and soon to be full time school coming up, I’m going to have even less time to be able to post here.

I’m sure once I have a house, I’ll be able to set up cable or something, and posting won’t be so hard to do anymore…. but until then… peace outside.